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This is so  weird to explain. 

There’s something that I am longing for lately. Ever since, I met up with some friends in Jersey. I’ve been kind of jealous.  I feel like I’ve missed out so much since I left for Minnesota.  I feel like I’ve missed out on some of the greatest, closest friendships.  I actually want to move back to get some of that. I want the Filipino type of barkadas.  I miss that.  I mean my cousins have it!  You know, I want to be able to spend time and talk about anything with them.  Dont get me wrong, I’ve met some wonderful people in Minnesota.  People who gave me advice and were there for me when I needed them.  But there’s just something of a Filipino barkada that I can’t seem to grasp here.  I want to be able to bond and share stories that are enlessly funny!

Then, lately I’ve been thinking about that one person who will make me complete.  I shouldn’t even be saying that actually, because I should feel complete whether or not I have that person.  I should be able to complete my own self.  But, I want to be able to meet the guy that would make me laugh, share jokes with me, and give me more courage.  The type of guy that I can joke around with.  The type of guy that can brighten my day. I want everything to be memorable with him…even the first day we meet.  I’m a hopeless romantic…I want everything like how I would see it in the movies.  I want to share the cutest moments with him.  eh. nakakainis…kasi hindi naman ako maganda! hay buhay…

I know that someday that I’ll meet this person.  But, I just wish it would happen soon.  I’m tired of waiting.  I’ve been told that I might not find that person…and it discourages me.  However, it won’t stop me from waiting.

I’m looking for another sabog like me! hehehehe.

I tried my best to explain what I want…but when I reread this blog…I didn’t even come close to fully providing the complete description of what I want….maybe next time…